a different kind of apathy

Sunday, September 26, 2004

hahaha. very fun tennis was today!
ah well. and thanks alot dezhang.
spent soooo much time helping me with the scribing errors in template.
lol.
was a bit gek at first that my dad was like staring at MY BLOG.
someone was blatantly doing editing you see
(cos unfortunately he is internet savvy enough to know wad it is)
but veyr nice of him to not say anithing.
hahaa. and veyr very good thing my mom din see.
she'd go bonkers.
hahah. ok la. thankews muchly.

lol. tennis was FUNNNN!!!!
hahaha. roomie is a REALLY quick learner.
very good for a first time serious learner!
haha.
and ed and eunice, it was great fun no?
haha. great fellowship! thank God!
andddd.
ed and eunice tried my caramel thingums too!
hahaha. oh. dezhang oso. hahaha.
stupid alvin chickened out.
and i forgot to give huey. *sorrryyyyy*
heh.
my reviews were NOT SO BAD. hhahaha. im quite satisfied, considering it came from someone who nv took home econs EVER IN HER LIFE.
hahaha. so fun. =P
ignoring the fact that i froze them cos they. um. refused to congeal.
hahaha. probably why alvin refused. lol

give me back my point of view
cos you cant dictate my life for me
it seems like so much fun
till you lost what you've won
the detachment settles in over time
like dreaded dust that one finds so tiresome to remove
till its too late to get rid of that hardened thick layer.
would you regret it?

sometimes it shocks me to take a retrospect of myself. this girl i dont know anymore?
its not a good or bad thing i guess. just appalling revelation.
and i need to feel more to take action.
the action that propels me to rivet back to who i truly want to be. myself.
cos i know if i choose to ignore what my heart says
sooner or later, it would speak softer. and lesser
and one day, it might not speak anymore.
drowned out by voices of the crowd.
and the less id feel in time.

Who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
when will my reflections show
who i am inside

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